Dlouho jsem v sob\u011b vedl \u00fap\u011bnliv\u00fd boj.
Necht\u011bl jsem c\u00edtit hn\u011bv. B\u00e1l jsem se smutku. Styd\u011bl jsem se za strach.
Myslel jsem si, \u017ee v\u00edra znamen\u00e1 b\u00fdt \u201enad v\u011bc\u00ed\u201c. \u017de duchovn\u00ed \u010dlov\u011bk se p\u0159ece netr\u00e1p\u00ed, nekol\u00eds\u00e1, nepro\u017e\u00edv\u00e1 hlubok\u00e9 emoce.
A tak jsem je potla\u010doval. Dusil. Odm\u00edtal. A uvnit\u0159 to t\u00ed\u017eilo v\u00edc a v\u00edc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dnes u\u017e nebojuju.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dnes v\u00edm, \u017ee emoce nejsou m\u016fj nep\u0159\u00edtel.
\u017de hn\u011bv nen\u00ed slabost.
\u017de slzy nejsou selh\u00e1n\u00ed.
\u017de strach neznamen\u00e1 m\u00e1lo v\u00edry.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Emoce jsou jako sign\u00e1ly \u2013 sv\u011btla na p\u0159\u00edstrojov\u00e9 desce m\u00e9ho \u017eivota.
Hn\u011bv \u0159\u00edk\u00e1: Tady n\u011bco p\u0159et\u00e9k\u00e1.
Smutek \u0159\u00edk\u00e1: Tady jsem n\u011bco ztratil.
Strach \u0159\u00edk\u00e1: Tady pot\u0159ebuji jemnost a bl\u00edzkost.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A pr\u00e1v\u011b uprost\u0159ed toho v\u0161eho \u2013 kdy\u017e nic neodm\u00edt\u00e1m \u2013 je klid. Ticho. P\u0159\u00edtomnost.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nevy\u0159e\u0161il jsem v\u0161echny sv\u00e9 emoce. Ale p\u0159ijal jsem je. A ony se t\u00edm m\u011bn\u00ed.
Kdy\u017e jim dovol\u00edm b\u00fdt, nemus\u00ed k\u0159i\u010det. Kdy\u017e je obejmu, ztrat\u00ed ost\u0159\u00ed. Kdy\u017e z\u016fstanu s nimi, uk\u00e1\u017eou mi cestu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dnes u\u017e nev\u011b\u0159\u00edm, \u017ee mus\u00edm b\u00fdt \u201ev\u017edy siln\u00fd\u201c.
Dnes v\u011b\u0159\u00edm, \u017ee kdy\u017e jsem opravdov\u00fd, je to dost.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A pr\u00e1v\u011b v\u011bdom\u00ed Bo\u017e\u00ed p\u0159\u00edtomnosti v m\u00e9m nitru \u2013 to, \u017ee je B\u016fh ve mn\u011b te\u010f a tady \u2013 je pro m\u011b t\u00edm nejv\u011bt\u0161\u00edm uzdraven\u00edm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
To v\u011bdom\u00ed je zdrav\u00edm samo o sob\u011b.
Je to n\u00e1vrat dom\u016f. K sob\u011b. K N\u011bmu. Do ticha, kter\u00e9 v\u0161echno v\u00ed.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Dlouho jsem v sob\u011b vedl \u00fap\u011bnliv\u00fd boj.Necht\u011bl jsem c\u00edtit hn\u011bv. B\u00e1l jsem se smutku. Styd\u011bl jsem se za strach.Myslel jsem si, \u017ee v\u00edra znamen\u00e1 b\u00fdt \u201enad v\u011bc\u00ed\u201c. \u017de duchovn\u00ed \u010dlov\u011bk se p\u0159ece netr\u00e1p\u00ed, nekol\u00eds\u00e1, nepro\u017e\u00edv\u00e1 hlubok\u00e9 emoce.A tak jsem je potla\u010doval. Dusil. Odm\u00edtal. A uvnit\u0159 to t\u00ed\u017eilo v\u00edc a v\u00edc. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[63],"class_list":["post-10427","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-clanky","tag-robert-krejci"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10427","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10427"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10427\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10427"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10427"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10427"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}