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Pot\u00e9, co jsem pro\u0161el velkou duchovn\u00ed p\u0159em\u011bnou a uv\u011bdomil si, jak arogantn\u00ed a manipulativn\u00ed jsem byl, a rozhodl se zm\u011bnit zp\u016fsob, jak\u00fdm budu d\u00e1le mluvil s lidmi, za\u010dali si st\u011b\u017eovat. Vzpom\u00edn\u00e1m si zejm\u00e9na na jednu \u017eenu, kter\u00e1 m\u011b se slzami prosila, abych ji ka\u017edou ned\u011bli duchovn\u011b zbil tak, aby se mohla c\u00edtit provinile. Vlastn\u011b mi \u0159ekla: \u201eMiluji, kdy\u017e mohu b\u00fdt pon\u00ed\u017eena!\u201c, co\u017e v z\u00e1sad\u011b znamen\u00e1 \u201ezastra\u0161ov\u00e1na nebo podman\u011bna nep\u0159im\u011b\u0159en\u00fdm zp\u016fsobem nebo dominantn\u00ed \u0159e\u010d\u00ed\u201c. Jak m\u011b zarmoutilo, kdy\u017e jsem vid\u011bl, \u017ee to lid\u00e9 cht\u011bli. V tom zarmoucen\u00ed jsem si uv\u011bdomil, \u017ee kdy\u017e jsem byl v c\u00edrkvi, a zast\u00e1val pozici autority, bylo to to, co jsem jim mohl snadno, s jejich svolen\u00edm, poskytovat. Pro\u010d? C\u00edt\u00ed se jako lejna a cht\u011bj\u00ed, aby jim to bylo p\u0159ipom\u00edn\u00e1no? Je jejich identita u\u017e tak za\u0161lap\u00e1na, \u017ee se c\u00edt\u00ed osloveni pouze tehdy, kdy\u017e je poni\u017euji i j\u00e1? Je na\u0161e teologie tak proti-lidsk\u00e1, \u017ee jazyk zahanben\u00ed a poni\u017eov\u00e1n\u00ed je to jedin\u00e9, \u010demu jsme schopni rozum\u011bt? Je c\u00edrkevn\u00ed kultura tak nefunk\u010dn\u00ed, \u017ee dok\u00e1\u017eeme fungovat pouze tehdy, kdy\u017e jsme opakovan\u011b uji\u0161\u0165ov\u00e1n\u00ed v na\u0161\u00ed neschopnosti?<\/p>\n
Zahanben\u00ed je vzduch, kter\u00fd se ve spoust\u011b c\u00edrkv\u00edch d\u00fdch\u00e1. Je to hlavn\u00ed \u010d\u00e1st t\u00e9to kultury. Je natolik v\u0161udyp\u0159\u00edtomn\u00fd a tolik toxick\u00fd, \u017ee mnoho lid\u00ed nic neuc\u00edt\u00ed, dokud nejsou po\u0159\u00e1dn\u011b pon\u00ed\u017eeni. A c\u00edrkev je jednou z nejdokonalej\u0161\u00edch subkultur, kter\u00e1 naprosto dokonale, a\u017e s um\u011bleck\u00fdm d\u016frazem na detail, doladila tuto formu ovl\u00e1d\u00e1n\u00ed. Hanba a pon\u00ed\u017een\u00ed tedy ovl\u00e1d\u00e1 p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 mnoho lid\u00ed, a p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 mnoho lid\u00ed to p\u0159ij\u00edm\u00e1, jako naprosto norm\u00e1ln\u00ed. A dokud na zahanben\u00ed a poni\u017eov\u00e1n\u00ed budou z\u00e1visl\u00ed, v\u017edy se najdou ti, kte\u0159\u00ed jim to budou, t\u00fdden co t\u00fdden, velmi ochotn\u011b prod\u00e1vat. A oni si za to je\u0161t\u011b r\u00e1di zaplat\u00ed.<\/p>\n
David Hayward<\/p>\n
Text obr\u00e1zku: „Uf, ten kazatel ve mn\u011b vytv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed pocit, jako bych byl jen kus lejna, ale jsme v c\u00edrkvi, a pr\u00fd je to ps\u00e1no v bibli, tak to mus\u00ed b\u00fdt v po\u0159\u00e1dku.“<\/p>\n
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Op\u011bt jsem si, na mnohem hlub\u0161\u00ed \u00farovni, uv\u011bdomil, jak d\u016fle\u017eitou roli hraje v na\u0161\u00ed kultu\u0159e zahanben\u00ed. Zejm\u00e9na v na\u0161\u00ed n\u00e1bo\u017eensk\u00e9, duchovn\u00ed a c\u00edrkevn\u00ed kultu\u0159e. V roce 1986 jsem byl ustanoven do slu\u017eby pastora a zah\u00e1jil slu\u017ebu pastorac\u00ed t\u0159\u00ed mal\u00fdch venkovsk\u00fdch c\u00edrkv\u00ed. K\u00e1z\u00e1n\u00ed, kter\u00e1 se lidem nejv\u00edce l\u00edbila, byla ta, kdy […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[109,112],"tags":[76],"class_list":["post-6105","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-cirkev","category-nabozenstvi","tag-david-hayward"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6105","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6105"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6105\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9653,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6105\/revisions\/9653"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6105"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6105"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6105"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}