\u201eSt\u00e1le m\u011b tr\u00e1p\u00ed chronick\u00e9 no\u010dn\u00ed m\u016fry, kter\u00e9 podle m\u00e9ho terapeuta jsou b\u011b\u017en\u00fdm p\u0159\u00edznakem posttraumatick\u00e9 stresov\u00e9 poruchy. P\u0159ed zah\u00e1jen\u00edm terapie jsem nikdy nesly\u0161el o term\u00ednu \u201en\u00e1bo\u017eensk\u00e9 zneu\u017e\u00edv\u00e1n\u00ed\u201c. P\u0159i \u010dten\u00ed smutn\u00fdch p\u0159\u00edb\u011bh\u016f jin\u00fdch evangelik\u00e1l\u016f, kte\u0159\u00ed vyr\u016fstali pod neust\u00e1l\u00fdm strachem z vytr\u017een\u00ed – n\u011bkte\u0159\u00ed z nich m\u011bli stejn\u00e9 zku\u0161enosti, jak\u00e9 jsem m\u011bl s v\u00edrou, \u017ee z\u016fstali zanech\u00e1ni – to bylo nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00e9 proz\u0159en\u00ed. Zeptal jsem se sv\u00e9ho otce, jestli v\u011bd\u011bl o intenzivn\u00ed \u00fazkosti, kterou jsem b\u011bhem d\u011btstv\u00ed trp\u011bl.\u201c „V\u011bd\u011bl jsem, \u017ee se boj\u00ed\u0161.“ Byl jsi tak vystra\u0161en\u00fd chlape\u010dek. Nev\u011bd\u011bl jsem, co m\u00e1m d\u011blat,\u201c odpov\u011bd\u011bl.\u201c<\/p>\n
Kdy\u017e toto \u010dtu, zaj\u00edmalo by m\u011b, jestli si rodi\u010de uv\u011bdomuj\u00ed, co zas\u00e9vaj\u00ed do du\u0161e sv\u00fdm d\u011btem s t\u00edmto druhem u\u010den\u00ed. Uv\u011bdomuj\u00ed si tito rodi\u010de, \u017ee jejich d\u011bti mohou trp\u011bt \u00fazkost\u00ed nebo hr\u016fzou z doktr\u00edny vytr\u017een\u00ed? Nev\u00edm, \u010dasto o tom asi nemluv\u00ed. St\u00e1v\u00e1 se to samoz\u0159ejmost\u00ed \u017eivota, ve kter\u00e9m vyr\u016fstaj\u00ed.<\/p>\n
Nezn\u00e1m tady v \u010cech\u00e1ch \u017e\u00e1dnou platformu, na kter\u00e9 by se o t\u011bchto zku\u0161enostech dalo hovo\u0159it, ale v zahrani\u010d\u00ed mnoho v\u011b\u0159\u00edc\u00edch l\u00ed\u010d\u00ed vnit\u0159n\u00ed tr\u00e1pen\u00ed, ve kter\u00fdch jako d\u011bti musely vyr\u016fstat. Nikdy nekon\u010d\u00edc\u00ed \u017e\u00e1dosti o odpu\u0161t\u011bn\u00ed znovu a znovu s nejistotou, zda pr\u00e1v\u011b te\u010f je st\u016fl zcela \u010dist\u00fd pro akt vytr\u017een\u00ed. Posedl\u00ed strachem, \u017ee n\u011bco neud\u011blali spr\u00e1vn\u011b nebo \u017ee od posledn\u00edho dne sp\u00e1chali n\u011bjak\u00fd h\u0159\u00edch. Dal\u0161\u00edm b\u011b\u017en\u00fdm prvkem je neust\u00e1l\u00e1 hr\u016fza, \u017ee by jejich rodina byla bez nich vytr\u017eena do nebe, a \u017ee by z\u016fstali zanech\u00e1ni na zatracen\u00e9 a ke zni\u010den\u00ed ur\u010den\u00e9 zemi. N\u011bkte\u0159\u00ed z nich popisuj\u00ed \u00fazkost nebo z\u00e1chvaty paniky, kdykoli byli sami a nebyli si jisti, kde jsou jejich rodi\u010de nebo sourozenci. N\u00e1bo\u017eensk\u00e1 u\u010den\u00ed jako vytr\u017een\u00ed jsou formou \u00fatlaku nejenom d\u011bt\u00ed. Z\u00e1m\u011brn\u011b znemo\u017e\u0148uj\u00ed pro\u017e\u00edvat pocity skute\u010dn\u00e9ho \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed nebo m\u00edru.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u201eSt\u00e1le m\u011b tr\u00e1p\u00ed chronick\u00e9 no\u010dn\u00ed m\u016fry, kter\u00e9 podle m\u00e9ho terapeuta jsou b\u011b\u017en\u00fdm p\u0159\u00edznakem posttraumatick\u00e9 stresov\u00e9 poruchy. P\u0159ed zah\u00e1jen\u00edm terapie jsem nikdy nesly\u0161el o term\u00ednu \u201en\u00e1bo\u017eensk\u00e9 zneu\u017e\u00edv\u00e1n\u00ed\u201c. P\u0159i \u010dten\u00ed smutn\u00fdch p\u0159\u00edb\u011bh\u016f jin\u00fdch evangelik\u00e1l\u016f, kte\u0159\u00ed vyr\u016fstali pod neust\u00e1l\u00fdm strachem z vytr\u017een\u00ed – n\u011bkte\u0159\u00ed z nich m\u011bli stejn\u00e9 zku\u0161enosti, jak\u00e9 jsem m\u011bl s […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[112],"tags":[63],"class_list":["post-8182","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-nabozenstvi","tag-robert-krejci"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8182","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8182"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8182\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8183,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8182\/revisions\/8183"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8182"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8182"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8182"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}