{"id":8493,"date":"2021-08-21T23:20:05","date_gmt":"2021-08-21T21:20:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/?p=8493"},"modified":"2021-08-22T13:59:00","modified_gmt":"2021-08-22T11:59:00","slug":"dvoji-videni","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/?p=8493","title":{"rendered":"Dvoj\u00ed vid\u011bn\u00ed"},"content":{"rendered":"

I takto m\u016f\u017ee p\u0159ed tv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed na\u0161ich bl\u00edzk\u00fdch vypadat dekonstrukce, kterou proch\u00e1z\u00edme. Pro v\u00e1s to znamen\u00e1 jen to, \u017ee jste se odhodlali kl\u00e1st si ot\u00e1zky. Dovolili jste si pochybovat a dokonce m\u011bnit sv\u00e1 p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010den\u00ed. P\u0159ehodnocovat je, objevovat nesrovnalosti a mnohdy a\u017e hlouposti, kter\u00fdm jste v\u011b\u0159ili, nebo byli nuceni v\u011b\u0159it, a na kter\u00e9 jste nikdy nedostali rozumnou odpov\u011b\u010f. Najednou m\u00e1te spoustu ot\u00e1zek, na kter\u00e9 hled\u00e1te a nach\u00e1z\u00edte odpov\u011bdi a to, co objevujete, plod\u00ed ot\u00e1zky dal\u0161\u00ed. V\u0161e v\u00e1m pak pom\u00e1h\u00e1 osvobodit se a opou\u0161t\u011bt star\u00e9 zp\u016fsoby my\u0161len\u00ed a m\u011bnit pohled na sebe, na lidi kolem v\u00e1s, na cel\u00fd sv\u011bt a dokonce na Boha samotn\u00e9ho. Jeho ji\u017e nevn\u00edm\u00e1te jako dohl\u00ed\u017eitele, a\u017e dr\u00e1ba, nad va\u0161\u00edm \u017eivotem. Jako n\u011bkoho, kdo je v\u00edce ne\u017e do v\u00e1s, zamilovan\u00fd do va\u0161eho chov\u00e1n\u00ed, va\u0161eho v\u011b\u0159en\u00ed a va\u0161\u00ed poslu\u0161nosti spr\u00e1vn\u00e9mu u\u010den\u00ed. Vid\u00edte ho jako toho, kdo v\u00e1m s\u00e1m tyto ot\u00e1zky a pochybnosti podsouv\u00e1. Nikoliv v\u0161ak proto, aby v\u00e1s rozhodil a znejistil, ale aby povzbudil va\u0161\u00ed mysl, aby za\u010dala fungovat a osvobodila se z \u010dernob\u00edl\u00fdch a zkratkovit\u00fdch pohled\u016f a z\u00e1v\u011br\u016f.<\/p>\n

A jak to cel\u00e9 vid\u00ed va\u0161i bl\u00edzc\u00ed, p\u0159\u00e1tel\u00e9 a souv\u011brci? Pro n\u011b jste prost\u011b jen oklam\u00e1ni. Proto s v\u00e1mi nemluv\u00ed a stran\u00ed se, nebo se v\u00e1s sna\u017e\u00ed p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010dit a vr\u00e1tit zp\u011bt na tu „spr\u00e1vnou“ cestu, nebo na v\u00e1s prost\u011b \u00fato\u010d\u00ed, sna\u017e\u00ed se va\u0161e po\u010d\u00edn\u00e1n\u00ed zpochybnit a rozeb\u00edraj\u00ed v\u00e1s b\u011bhem sv\u00fdch rozhovor\u016f. Vypadaj\u00ed zmaten\u011b a na\u0161tvan\u011b. Pro\u010d? Proto\u017ee oni vid\u00ed, \u017ee v\u00e1s odn\u00e1\u0161\u00ed \u010f\u00e1bel, zat\u00edmco se v\u00e1s sami s hr\u016fzou pokou\u0161\u00ed v\u0161emi zp\u016fsoby zachr\u00e1nit, p\u0159\u00edpadn\u011b p\u0159ed v\u00e1mi ochr\u00e1nit sami sebe.<\/p>\n

\u010c\u00edm d\u00e1l v\u00edce lid\u00ed v\u00ed, jak\u00e9 to je, st\u00e1t se n\u011bk\u00fdm, komu jejich okol\u00ed nerozum\u00ed. Vzpom\u00edn\u00e1m si na zmatek a rozruch, kter\u00fd jsem zp\u016fsobil, proto\u017ee i j\u00e1 s\u00e1m jsem byl zpo\u010d\u00e1tku zmaten\u00fd. Pamatuji si na dlouh\u00e9 modlitby, kdy jsem naprosto otev\u0159en\u011b Bohu vyl\u00e9val sv\u00e9 srdce a formuloval sv\u00e9 pochybnosti nad t\u00edm, \u010demu jsem v\u011b\u0159il. S\u00e1m jsem se pokou\u0161el obhajovat neobhajiteln\u00e9 a neust\u00e1le dokola jsem se ptal, pro\u010d jsou v\u011bci tak nelogick\u00e9, pro\u010d je B\u016fh tak rozporupln\u00fd a\u017e krut\u00fd ve sv\u00fdch jedn\u00e1n\u00edch. Pro\u010d u \u010dlov\u011bka nesm\u00edm sn\u00e1\u0161et takov\u00e9 chov\u00e1n\u00ed, jak\u00e9 mus\u00edm sn\u00e1\u0161et u N\u011bj. Ot\u00e1zka za ot\u00e1zkou a zase jen dal\u0161\u00ed ot\u00e1zka. Ob\u010das jsem si prost\u011b myslet a pochybovat zak\u00e1zal. Bo\u0159ilo se mi v\u00edc v\u011bc\u00ed, ne\u017e jsem byl schopen v tu chv\u00edli zvl\u00e1dnout. Dokonce jsem se a\u017e b\u00e1l, \u017ee odpad\u00e1m. Tak\u017ee, prost\u011b „je ps\u00e1no“ a basta, u\u017e na to nebudu myslet. Ale za p\u00e1r dn\u00ed se znovu v\u0161e rozto\u010dilo a j\u00e1 se znovu ocitl na koloto\u010di pln\u00e9m otazn\u00edk\u016f. A\u017e jednou mi hlavou bleskla velmi zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed my\u0161lenka. Zn\u011bla asi takto: „Opravdu si mysl\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee ty ot\u00e1zky jsou tv\u00e9?“ Zarazilo m\u011b to a z\u00e1rove\u0148 nadchlo, proto\u017ee hned n\u00e1sledovala dal\u0161\u00ed „Opravdu si mysl\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee jsem takov\u00fd, jako sis o m\u011b zvykl v\u011b\u0159it?“ Oto\u010dilo se to. Neptal jsem se j\u00e1, ale jako by mi ty sam\u00e9 ot\u00e1zky, kter\u00e9 jsem mu do t\u00e9 doby pokl\u00e1dal j\u00e1, za\u010dal kl\u00e1st B\u016fh.<\/p>\n

Nebudu v\u00e1s p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010dovat, zdali to byl \u010di nebyl B\u016fh. Mysl\u00edm, \u017ee tyto v\u011bci jsou nep\u0159edateln\u00e9. V\u00edm v\u0161ak, \u017ee m\u011b tato ud\u00e1lost znovu uklidnila a je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edce osvobodila. Neboj\u00edm se pt\u00e1t, neboj\u00edm se pochybovat, neboj\u00edm se radovat i b\u00fdt na\u0161tvan\u00fd, neboj\u00edm se b\u00fdt s\u00e1m sebou, b\u00fdt takov\u00fd jak\u00fd jsem a neboj\u00edm se tedy ani chybovat. A pokud Je\u017e\u00ed\u0161ova slova o pozn\u00e1n\u00ed pravdy, kter\u00e1 n\u00e1s vysvobod\u00ed, spo\u010d\u00edvaj\u00ed v tom, \u017ee jsem mohl pochopit a pro\u017e\u00edt, \u017ee skute\u010dn\u011b nen\u00ed nikdo a nic, co by m\u011b mohlo od Boha odd\u011blit, pak jsem kone\u010dn\u011b svobodn\u00fdm \u010dlov\u011bkem.<\/p>\n

P\u0159esto d\u011bkuji v\u0161em, kte\u0159\u00ed maj\u00ed tu starost a z\u00e1pas\u00ed za m\u00e9 vysvobozen\u00ed z „\u010f\u00e1blov\u00fdch sp\u00e1r\u016f“. D\u011bkuji i t\u011bm, kte\u0159\u00ed p\u0159ede mnou varuj\u00ed ostatn\u00ed a doporu\u010duj\u00ed jim, aby se ode m\u011b distancovali. O to v\u00edce \u010dasu mohu m\u00edt na sebe, na sv\u00e9 bl\u00edzk\u00e9, p\u0159\u00e1tele a na v\u011bci, kter\u00e9 m\u011b prost\u011b bav\u00ed. \ud83d\ude01\ud83d\ude1a\ud83d\ude07<\/p>\n

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I takto m\u016f\u017ee p\u0159ed tv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed na\u0161ich bl\u00edzk\u00fdch vypadat dekonstrukce, kterou proch\u00e1z\u00edme. Pro v\u00e1s to znamen\u00e1 jen to, \u017ee jste se odhodlali kl\u00e1st si ot\u00e1zky. Dovolili jste si pochybovat a dokonce m\u011bnit sv\u00e1 p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010den\u00ed. P\u0159ehodnocovat je, objevovat nesrovnalosti a mnohdy a\u017e hlouposti, kter\u00fdm jste v\u011b\u0159ili, nebo byli nuceni v\u011b\u0159it, a na […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[5],"tags":[76,34],"class_list":["post-8493","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-clanky","tag-david-hayward","tag-sozo"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8493","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8493"}],"version-history":[{"count":11,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8493\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9024,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8493\/revisions\/9024"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8493"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8493"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8493"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}