Onehd\u00e1 jsem \u010detl v\u00fdrok: „Dej Boha na prvn\u00ed m\u00edsto a on ti po\u017eehn\u00e1.“ A pod t\u00edm nekone\u010dn\u00e9 mno\u017estv\u00ed amenova\u010d\u016f a dojat\u00fdch, \u00fapln\u00e9 \u00fadol\u00ed slz.<\/p>\n
Ona k\u0159es\u0165ansk\u00e1 mantra – d\u00e1t Boha na prvn\u00ed m\u00edsto – je tak v\u0161esp\u00e1sn\u00e1, tak skv\u011ble zn\u011bj\u00edc\u00ed ve v\u0161ech t\u011bch k\u00e1z\u00e1n\u00edch, a\u017e by \u010dlov\u011bk zaplesal. Kone\u010dn\u011b bylo objeveno k\u0159es\u0165ansk\u00e9 perpetum mobile, Svat\u00fd Gr\u00e1l k\u0159es\u0165ansk\u00e9ho \u017eivota. Co ale to druh\u00e9, t\u0159et\u00ed, des\u00e1t\u00e9, st\u00e9, tis\u00edc\u00ed druh\u00e9 m\u00edsto?<\/p>\n
V\u017edycky jsem si myslel, \u017ee to \u0159e\u0161en\u00ed prvn\u00edho m\u00edsta znamen\u00e1, \u0159ekn\u011bme, pozitivn\u00ed ovlivn\u011bn\u00ed v\u0161ech dal\u0161\u00edch m\u00edst. Zn\u00ed to jako geni\u00e1ln\u00ed teorie. Jenom\u017ee na m\u00edsto o\u010dek\u00e1van\u00e9ho pokoje, p\u0159i\u0161lo nekone\u010dn\u00e9 dilema. Je u m\u011b B\u016fh st\u00e1le opravdu na tom prvn\u00edm m\u00edst\u011b? Abych to n\u011bjak mohl vyhodnotit a poznat, stanovil jsem si celou \u0161k\u00e1lu podm\u00ednek. V\u017edy musely b\u00fdt o trochu lep\u0161\u00ed, ne\u017e jak\u00e9 jsem vid\u011bl u lid\u00ed okolo m\u011b. Ono m\u00edt Boha na prvn\u00edm m\u00edst\u011b znamenalo tak\u00e9 to, \u017ee mus\u00edm b\u00fdt neust\u00e1le prvn\u00ed mezi prvn\u00edmi, alespo\u0148 v m\u00fdch o\u010d\u00edch. A to postupem doby vedlo k obrovsk\u00e9 k\u0159e\u010di, pokrytectv\u00ed a neust\u00e1l\u00e9 nejistot\u011b. D\u011bl\u00e1m v\u0161e dostate\u010dn\u011b tak, aby B\u016fh na tom prvn\u00edm m\u00edst\u011b st\u00e1le byl? To samo o sob\u011b byla \u0159ehole, ke kter\u00e9 se p\u0159idalo je\u0161t\u011b z\u00e1ke\u0159n\u011bj\u0161\u00ed a nejzneu\u017e\u00edvan\u011bj\u0161\u00ed sl\u016fvko v k\u0159es\u0165anstv\u00ed „PO\u017dEHN\u00c1N\u00cd“.<\/p>\n
Uff!! D\u016fkazem prvn\u00edho m\u00edsta nen\u00ed jen dodr\u017eov\u00e1n\u00ed m\u00fdch p\u0159\u00edsn\u00fdch pravidel, ale je\u0161t\u011b se mi mus\u00ed ve v\u0161em da\u0159it. Tzv. honba za d\u016fkazn\u00edm po\u017eehn\u00e1n\u00edm. Ka\u017ed\u00e9 sv\u011bdectv\u00ed n\u011bkoho, jak mu B\u016fh po\u017eehnal, byla pro m\u011b docela muka. Znamenalo to, \u017ee on m\u00e1 Boha l\u00e9pe na prvn\u00edm m\u00edst\u011b ne\u017e j\u00e1. Alespo\u0148 v t\u00e9to chv\u00edli. A proto za\u010dala dal\u0161\u00ed \u0161tvanice za on\u00edm „tak \u00fa\u017easn\u00fdm po\u017eehn\u00e1n\u00edm.“ Jakmile se kolem m\u011b n\u011bkomu n\u011bco nepovedlo, bylo to paradoxn\u011b zna\u010dn\u011b \u00falevn\u00e9. Byl tu n\u011bkdo, kdo na ono po\u017eehn\u00e1n\u00ed nedosahoval, a j\u00e1 si tak mohl zvednout sebev\u011bdom\u00ed sv\u00e9 duchovnosti. Neust\u00e1l\u00e9 srovn\u00e1v\u00e1n\u00ed, vyd\u00e1v\u00e1n\u00ed v\u0161eho pozitivn\u00edho – otrocky a n\u011bkdy a\u017e hloup\u011b – za Bo\u017e\u00ed po\u017eehn\u00e1n\u00ed. V\u0161e pro to, abych v tom nekone\u010dn\u00e9m z\u00e1vodu urval n\u011bjak\u00fd ten bod a ostatn\u00edm dok\u00e1zal, \u017ee „j\u00e1 m\u00e1m taky Boha na prvn\u00edm m\u00edst\u011b!“<\/p>\n
Byl by to nikdy nekon\u010d\u00edc\u00ed boj. Na\u0161t\u011bst\u00ed v\u0161ak vedl sm\u011brem k m\u00e9 dekonstrukci a pozn\u00e1n\u00ed, co v\u0161e bylo t\u0159eba opustit, abych kone\u010dn\u011b na\u0161el neodd\u011blen\u00ed se sv\u00fdm Stvo\u0159itelem. Kdy\u017e za\u010dnete s Bohem, je u\u017e jenom B\u016fh ve spole\u010dn\u00e9m dobrodru\u017estv\u00ed va\u0161eho \u017eivota. V tomto smyslu bylo po\u017eehn\u00e1n\u00ed a proklet\u00ed zru\u0161eno.<\/p>\n
Od t\u00e9 doby, kdy\u017e – za nad\u0161en\u00e9ho p\u0159itak\u00e1v\u00e1n\u00ed ostatn\u00edch – vid\u00edm a sly\u0161\u00edm podobn\u00e9 v\u00fdzvy „B\u016fh na prvn\u00ed m\u00edsto a pak ti po\u017eehn\u00e1“, d\u011blaj\u00ed se mi siln\u00e9 zimomriavky.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Onehd\u00e1 jsem \u010detl v\u00fdrok: „Dej Boha na prvn\u00ed m\u00edsto a on ti po\u017eehn\u00e1.“ A pod t\u00edm nekone\u010dn\u00e9 mno\u017estv\u00ed amenova\u010d\u016f a dojat\u00fdch, \u00fapln\u00e9 \u00fadol\u00ed slz. Ona k\u0159es\u0165ansk\u00e1 mantra – d\u00e1t Boha na prvn\u00ed m\u00edsto – je tak v\u0161esp\u00e1sn\u00e1, tak skv\u011ble zn\u011bj\u00edc\u00ed ve v\u0161ech t\u011bch k\u00e1z\u00e1n\u00edch, a\u017e by \u010dlov\u011bk zaplesal. Kone\u010dn\u011b bylo […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[5],"tags":[63],"class_list":["post-9765","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-clanky","tag-robert-krejci"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9765","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9765"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9765\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9772,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9765\/revisions\/9772"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9765"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9765"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sozo.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9765"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}